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[ Youth, where the Hell are you? ]
Fucking weird! I was doing so fine last year, last summer, last months...My london-life, my back-to-Paris one, my visit to China, discovering loads of amazing people, new cultures and habits, my crazyness overthere and here aswell, those strange things i've done like that one into the london bus with her, my love for Art and particularly photography, my living through music, he, well, all this kind of stuff that made me realized what youth actually was....
It's gone! I'm feeling empty. Where is my crayness? Where are my dreams? Where is my neverending selfquestionning? Where is my artitic talent? Where is my will? Where is my strenght?
It's all like vanished in the haze.
I've meet them the other day. All my not-seen-for-a-while friends, at least 6 years. All those who shared my school life. Back in Paris. There are all the same. Just more themselves. She, for instance, is totally crazy, studying arts, piercing in the tongue, easy going, talkative, superb, and so on. She (another one) is now studying movie making and write her own books. So clever, so interesting. She (another one) created her own clothes (Haute Couture), studying business and living with her boyfriend. Stange. They all changed. But in a way, that's the way they were. "Just MORE themselves". But the thing is...to Their eyes...who am I? Have I changed? Did I change? Am I playing a game? Did I follow the wrong path?
Well...useless entry, as usual, but needed to, as usual too.
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To date 7 Comment(s)
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(3.2.06 16:56)
God where to begin?
Firstly, Indochine! Great choice.
Secondly, that isn't Christina Ricci in your pic is it?
Finally, I think we've all felt like that at times - hollow. It's a horrid feeling which sucks the fun out of everything. That longing for something, but knowing it will never be the same again is a terrible feeling. But don't take it as a bad thing, maybe the fact that they have changed but stilled remained "themselves" is a good thing? There is no right or "wrong path" for you to follow, your life is one rocky road, with ups and downs.
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(4.2.06 13:44)
> Oooh, you know Indochine?? How come! Nobody knows them here in UK. Have you listened to the brand new one, "alice and june"? Quite dynamic, I like it.
> Yes, it's chris on my pic. Beautiful, isn't she? ^_^ So mysterious...
> "That longing for something, but knowing it will never be the same again is a terrible feeling." ...so true. Actually I think that the most annoying feeling is ficklness. Not to know what you really do and want to do, and change your mind so often.
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(4.2.06 19:28)
No You didn't, We have only one Path. Tout est pour le mieux dans le meilleur des mondes possibles.
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(5.2.06 14:46)
Si seulement...But thank you dear for the sweetie =)
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(5.2.06 19:08)
I love Indochine! I haven't heard Alice and June yet, but I'm looking out for it. I'll admit it, I've only been a fan for a few months, but my love for them is growing. I heard them when I went to France in the summer, that's where I bought my first Vanessa Paradis CD too (which I love).
And yes, Christina is so beautiful, there's just something to mesmerising about her 
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(6.2.06 22:06)
If you wanna listen to that new song, you can go to
http://www.extase.org/dazzling/index.php?2006/01/30/4-bien-le-bonjour#co
and then click on "indochine-alice et june" on the right (radioblog) ... And don't forget to tell me what you think about it =)
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(8.2.06 18:43)
Wow! That was great!! Thank you so much :D xxx
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